so frustrated
why is it so hard?
WHY?
frickety frack
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
organizing
learning
reading
smiling
planning
announcing
a pretty good day
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
heater at feet
hot soup in belly
sweater on
freezing
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
better
slightly
dreading tomorrow
need a day off
by myself
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
the notebook kills me
bad bad night
but welcome maf!!
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
no nap/pillow
maybe tonight?
quiet work day
happy  friday!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
short day
nap
braces (color?)
clean the kitchen!!
new pillow!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
let me feel
how i feel
please
i'm allowed
dammit
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
made a cake
want to eat it
all
by
myself
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
today shall suck
but i WILL get it all done!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
she let me sleep in
she does most sundays
awesome
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
very good day
minus the crying :(
retail therapy helped some
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
so...
i screwed up
majorly
thankful they can't fire me
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
plans today:
eat
work
eat
work
work
eat
play
sleep
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
our very own dwight
this makes me smile
much needed!!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
trying to meet the deadline that moved up
not fun
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
icky grumpy day
then the worst phone call EVER
shocked!!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
haven't forgotten youstrong little miracleplease bear with me
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
long tired day
not bad
not good
just.... a day
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
rest peacefully
my child
forever loved
missed
in my heart
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
feeling zen today
oddly
this is the day...
be glad
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
tomorrow is thursday
today is pointless
one more stinking day!!!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
got the big raise
and don't even care!
c'mon thursday!!!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
need to turn brain offbut how?i'm a wreck.
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
oh how i missed her
"let's hurry home!!"
blissful reunion <3
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
my brother:"don't worry. it's a piece of cake."really?!?!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
happy 5th, m'dearlovin' the life we're livin'and you ;)
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
nothing accomplished todaymind is reelingapprehensively elated and terrified
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
so
umm
i was right
now i'm scared
but hopeful!!
 
 
 
            
        
          
        
          
        
4am
perfect miss hug
welcome september
i'm ready
bring it!