love fest is over
short day
tons of work
grrrrrrrr

i love his...
... excitability
... nuzzles
... fives
... tenderness
... grey
... support
... friendship

i love her...
... laugh
... curls
... kisses
... spirit
... snuggles
... words
... feet

i love his...
... smile
... hugs
... determination
... laughter
... warmth
... perseverance
... calves ;)

11 days to get it done.
i will do it!!

she's eighteen (months) today.
wow, every day.
happy half, miss!!

lost a friend.
not sure why.
it hurts.

very unsettled.

aquarium today.
family, fishies, food, fun.
great pictures.
awesome memories.

4 years ago,

we said i do.

i still do.

shit.
15 pounds?
make it 25.
starting october 1st.
thanks.

the scale is no longer my friend
goal: 15 pounds

friends are awesome,
but totally confusing.
especially my best one!

when she talks herself to sleep...
i listen,
and melt.

moms group today.
made a new friend.
from home! crazy!

nothing to say.
too busy working.
and making progress.

yay!!!

busting ass to finish early.
for her, i'm motivated again.

she's leaving.
i'm terrified.
sick. scared.
and updating my resume.

forgot to update...
totally LOVE hummus!
a really (really) lot!!

uh oh.

monday,
sucky.

more work,
suckier.

another period,
suckiest.

lazy nothing day.
missed a call.
worried about a friend.

big sale.
hour-long line.
no carrier.
i'm an idiot!!

daycare closed.
working from home.
she slept for 2 hours :(

maybe 10 words isn't quite enough.
should i say more?

sex is good.
i need more.
must work on that.

work review in 5.
headache from hell.
(or from donuts)

work insanity but leaving early.
family visiting.
pizza tonight.
yay!!

rough day.
teething miss.
i want a cold beer.
now.

trader joes rocks.
going to try hummus.
wish me luck!

now it begins...
one post a day!
should be interesting.

blue bands this time.
feeling silly.
silly, but still stoked!

awesome vacation.
miss them already.
trying to make new friends.