happy new year
yes?

yes.
it just has to be

awesome weekend

celebrating dad

confiding

laughing

loving

my family rocks

holiday spirit

slowly creeping up on me

feeling very behind

i lied

napped then ran

feeling down

disconnected

funked

again

a day alone

what to do...

run

then work

(( sigh ))

five

felt good

again!!

and the squats are working!

yes!!

report card

disappointing

email from teacher

horrifying

what to do...

zumba

finally

love!

trying to wake earlier

do not love

snoring, pukey boy 

savoring his smallness and sweet face

click

field trip 

too made up?

maybe...

watch that curb!

ouch!!!

7 months later

finally hit the gym

locker rooms suck

missing him
heart is heavy
love you angel
someday
promise

two weeks
money: blah
everything else: woo!!!
so loving this

ran

didn't stop

why do i keep forgetting this feeling?

fun at firehouse

breaking up fights

napping

lots of napping 

done talking

doing

head phones on

let's do this

woo!

somewhat productive

mostly overwhelmed

need to move faster

time's short!!

6 miles

long cry

refreshed

over it

returned as me

stuck

immobile

angry

why can't i snap out of it!?

fun with munch's class

no work to clutter mind

nice!!

chaos again

this time no fun

furloughed

shutdown

oh no!

3 miles

motivated by big sister

(and big belly)

ha!

huh. 

i maybe

kind of

almost

miss maryland

that's... different

having fun

so loving this

hope it continues

i'm ready!

craziest day ever
got crazier
a mistake?
again?
he left?!?!

scary moments

3 hours at pediatrician 

both breathing easier

phew

two days to go

this isn't bad

It's fun

really!

dreaming about decision

cushion definitely gone

I know

it's good

missed the sale

1600 calorie breakfast

roughly

puzzle then nap

huh

easy

or was it?

time will tell...

(( big sigh ))

serenity now

insanity later?

or sooner

tomorrow

must decide

how??