leaving for NY tonight
plans:
swim
chill
laugh
eat
relax!!

cuddling with new cutie
home in time
to cuddle mine

happy 4th
pool
bbq
ghetto s'mores on back deck
perfect!

sears yesterday
went almost decent
until their computers broke
frick!

feeling sad tonight
can't explain
wish i could
just sad

new baby girl
oh so cute
looks like her daddy

kids: bath
mr.: haircut
dog: brush
house: clean

me: insane

i WILL run
or
i will certainly lose my mind

good things are coming
just need to slow the timeline

she's a walker

we are thrilled

a, not so much

last day

of worst class

ever

and then

work

TGIF!!

need to run
can't find time
body angry
mind furious!

another class
days too long

cried
while driving TO daycare

seriously little one
cut it out please
this is ridiculous

feeling pretty slighted
understand
but dislike
i was handling it!

things shaking down at work
outcome should be quite interesting

i miss my baby
at night, especially
sleeping through... 
sucks

ran first 5k
for the cure
proud of us
woo!

promotion
do i
or don't i
can't decide
unsure why
 

pathetic run tonight
going to bed early

work is awful

they are better
i am not
out sick
for me

me
kids
fevers
sore throats

what
the
fuck
is
happening??

ran far
ran fast
beating myself up?
maybe

felt good

accepted it
hate it
but it is
she is
done

guilt
make it stop
i'm so sorry
my biggest fear

home all day
tried (everything)
all day
no interest
why??

she last nursed this morning
i don't remember it
crap

i love runing

LOVE!!

if only i had more time...

shopping

lounging

laughing

not napping

driving away :(

see you soon

farmer's market
little italy
naps
lisa's
super cream
9pm bedtime!!

in ny
just us girls
at jenn's
happy
miss him