pathetic run tonight
going to bed early

work is awful

they are better
i am not
out sick
for me

me
kids
fevers
sore throats

what
the
fuck
is
happening??

ran far
ran fast
beating myself up?
maybe

felt good

accepted it
hate it
but it is
she is
done

guilt
make it stop
i'm so sorry
my biggest fear

home all day
tried (everything)
all day
no interest
why??

she last nursed this morning
i don't remember it
crap

i love runing

LOVE!!

if only i had more time...

shopping

lounging

laughing

not napping

driving away :(

see you soon

farmer's market
little italy
naps
lisa's
super cream
9pm bedtime!!

in ny
just us girls
at jenn's
happy
miss him

told boss

working on plan

he'll back me up

phew!

2nd meeting
less awesome
but still awesome
weird without munch!

12 weeks today
it's flying by!!
still kind of unreal

fabulous mother's day
breakfast
walk/park
loooooong shower
breakfast again!

birthday party
saw her in action
scared to have playdate!!

ugliness at work
it's very bad

prettiness at home, though!!

goodbye april
may, please be nice to us!!!
PRETTY PLEASE?!?!?!

scary day

ER with puffy, spotty baby

allergic to penicillin

sick: me, him, munch
no dinner
neglected miss
awful day

doctor again
healthy, happy baby
4 shots - ouch!
nursing bliss :)

like minded mothers
i totally fit in
best night ever!!

medical center twice
ear infection for munch
baby for us :)

now a fever?
can't be teething
she is too miserable

birthday party
bounce house
crazy wind and rain
sooooo fun!

first field trip
rode on school bus
watched wacky winnie

1 year today

doesn't seem possible

too fast
slow down!

home with munch
miserable teething hell

more snuggles, though
lots

daycare called
fever
boooo!!
rest of day snuggling
and napping :)

teleworked
revamped fireplace
bought first christmas gift
enjoyed my girls