in 10 words

just a blur.  then whoa.  hmmmm... what? oh  checked out. 

tried to arrive early.  failed.  intense .  late.  eclectic dinner.  done. 

yelled.  guilt.  carry on warrior.  september.  ugh! dueces.  back again!!

together.  charge! walmart wandering.  scheduled snuggle! bye! work.  double yum!!

police pace. felt great! park fun.  nap.  best snuggles.  that. 

september tenth.  heavy.  birthday party.  runners.  motivated?  scared.  run? nap. 

funkadelic.  bloody mary? ice cream!  focus? impossible! snuggle struggles.  work. 

giggles.  his hill.  wrecked.  interesting class.  picnic.  chaos.  22 push-ups. 

home.  de-lousing.  overwhelmed.  too much.  quiet!! information received.  more thinking...

rough start. zero fucks.  mindful marriage.  so many notes.  talking. :)

nervous nightmares.  awesome tattoos.  nap nightmares? emotional.  happy.  deck dinner. 

12.  rough.  donuts.  family walk.  sushi. paddling. sunset.  beers.  sigh. 

worry. excitement.   magnets.  away.  90s. busting!! best time! same end. 

productive. new opportunity? will explore! neighborhood love.  same damn ending. 

roller coaster.  exhausting.  a tailor!! kids early.  zonked.  mended miss. 

happy start.  horrible day.  home so late.  goodnight.  tattoo designing!

home.  immobile.  donuts.   lost. different paths.  same destination? hoping so!

school begins! happiness. special friends.  pampering.  limit reached.  goodbye mess!

fun run.  big breakfast.  yard.  pool.  frozen candy for dinner. 

miles.  tears. attack. commiseration.  nap... didn't work.  double dose.  rubber. 

new friend. sunrise.  roo eyes.  friendly's fail.  movie night.  lularoe. 

elkhorn with girlies.  hard questions.  impossible answers.  more to go!

lazy.  played.  worked.  ran together! sitter swimming.  "graduation." waffle wednesday. 

"... the strangest life i've ever known. ... waiting for the sun."

i n, out.  blue, not clear.  inconsistent.  frustrated. sought help.   closed.

back. sneaky.  home.  hugs.  celebrate: 40, 63  much needed sleep. 

late start.  long line.  surrender,  but don't give yourself away. 

rise. d eer kiss.  aws.  3 hours.  gone.  view! sunset.  foodgasm. 

home. blah.  quick miles.  short pool visit.  all the laundry!

jittery. distracted.   forgotten agreement.  scared.  survived.   ice cream sadness.  rocked!

3 before sunrise: miles, moments.  floating outside.  forcing sleep.    tomorrow.