we're home
on a mission
called
never put him down

his delivery
horrific

his first days
wrong

we will overcome

he's here!

beautiful
baby
boy

he even has a name ;)

forty plus four
feeling fabulous

sort of hoping
for today

two naps
glow stick bath
clean house

i
am
happy

due next week
scary work changes

but home
eating chocolate ;)

smaller sunny cube
trying to embrace it

foot still throbbing :(

seventeen months,
peed in potty!

dancing
but also don't care

fiscal year end
done early again
woo!

feeling rather huge

another car accident
seriously??
no fight this time,
but ouch!

four weeks left

think i can

i think i can

life flashed

because theirs was in danger

we're okay

physically

back from vacation
sorting through pics
should be in bed

last day
swimming
sun
trying to avoid sadness
great week!!

she's scared
of our gus

terrified

how?
why?

so bizarre

date night
best night
movie
golfing
parking
ice cream
love!!

packed
unpacked
swam
crappy dinner
but good friends
awesome dessert

story garden
discovery center
pool party
carousel
ice cream dinner

full day of nothing
but pool time
and chilling
fabulous

zoo
ugh (but fun)

swimming

dogs and real s'mores
yes!

golfing
root beer floats
cheap groceries
swimming (not me)
pudgie's

party
pool
"lide"
cake
chocolate
ice cream
girls: wiped out

leaving for NY tonight
plans:
swim
chill
laugh
eat
relax!!

cuddling with new cutie
home in time
to cuddle mine

happy 4th
pool
bbq
ghetto s'mores on back deck
perfect!

sears yesterday
went almost decent
until their computers broke
frick!

feeling sad tonight
can't explain
wish i could
just sad

new baby girl
oh so cute
looks like her daddy

kids: bath
mr.: haircut
dog: brush
house: clean

me: insane

i WILL run
or
i will certainly lose my mind

good things are coming
just need to slow the timeline

she's a walker

we are thrilled

a, not so much

last day

of worst class

ever

and then

work

TGIF!!

need to run
can't find time
body angry
mind furious!

another class
days too long

cried
while driving TO daycare

seriously little one
cut it out please
this is ridiculous

feeling pretty slighted
understand
but dislike
i was handling it!

things shaking down at work
outcome should be quite interesting

i miss my baby
at night, especially
sleeping through... 
sucks

ran first 5k
for the cure
proud of us
woo!

promotion
do i
or don't i
can't decide
unsure why
 

pathetic run tonight
going to bed early

work is awful

they are better
i am not
out sick
for me

me
kids
fevers
sore throats

what
the
fuck
is
happening??

ran far
ran fast
beating myself up?
maybe

felt good

accepted it
hate it
but it is
she is
done

guilt
make it stop
i'm so sorry
my biggest fear

home all day
tried (everything)
all day
no interest
why??

she last nursed this morning
i don't remember it
crap

i love runing

LOVE!!

if only i had more time...

shopping

lounging

laughing

not napping

driving away :(

see you soon

farmer's market
little italy
naps
lisa's
super cream
9pm bedtime!!

in ny
just us girls
at jenn's
happy
miss him

told boss

working on plan

he'll back me up

phew!

2nd meeting
less awesome
but still awesome
weird without munch!

12 weeks today
it's flying by!!
still kind of unreal

fabulous mother's day
breakfast
walk/park
loooooong shower
breakfast again!

birthday party
saw her in action
scared to have playdate!!

ugliness at work
it's very bad

prettiness at home, though!!

goodbye april
may, please be nice to us!!!
PRETTY PLEASE?!?!?!

scary day

ER with puffy, spotty baby

allergic to penicillin

sick: me, him, munch
no dinner
neglected miss
awful day

doctor again
healthy, happy baby
4 shots - ouch!
nursing bliss :)

like minded mothers
i totally fit in
best night ever!!

medical center twice
ear infection for munch
baby for us :)

now a fever?
can't be teething
she is too miserable

birthday party
bounce house
crazy wind and rain
sooooo fun!

first field trip
rode on school bus
watched wacky winnie

1 year today

doesn't seem possible

too fast
slow down!

home with munch
miserable teething hell

more snuggles, though
lots

daycare called
fever
boooo!!
rest of day snuggling
and napping :)

teleworked
revamped fireplace
bought first christmas gift
enjoyed my girls

sears
epic fail

other fails:
patience
productivity
laundry
dinner
nap

government open
for now

kinda bummed
vacation was sounding nice

done pumping
bittersweet
and
guilty

can't pack it away, though

1 year without braces
still talking about 4 cm
ha!

shutdown looming
not good

we can't afford this
not now

i am sorry
i didn't know
how could i

UGH

umm, what's this?
not cool

mother nature,
what's your deal?

fun with friends
hers and mine

thanks, as usual, J!

3 hours at BRU
fun!

tiring

i'm old
or something ;)

most productive day ever

well
at least at the end

that was interesting

different
but the same

waiting some more

tomorrow
is not that day
in september

it is not!

donuts
chattums
arby's
ikea
friends
airport hugs

bye
miss you!

she comes today
hooray

but alone
boooo :(

please ignore mess!!

crabby
i hate leaving

sorry hubs
and thanks :)

for everything!

birthday party
cake
cheese puffs
everywhere!

love my family
tons

ironic
tears

baby slept
all night

big sister?
nope

conspirators!

dry today
hooray!

but sad
not sure why

c'mon weekend!!!!

pumped extra
body amazes me

so do my kids
daily

sinking in
holy schnikeys

made the call
now we wait

excel heaven
learning lots
all geeked up

brain still hazy

fun day outside

craziness inside

like
really
really
f'ing
crazy

dinner on deck (last night)

shopping with the girls (today)

she waved
smiled

as i left

confused
but so happy

late meeting
short night
couch potatos

no (green) beer?

forgot!!

no whining
ate dinner

lying
accidents

can't win 'em all!

first day
in office
since february

desk a disaster

plants?!?!

3 shots
scrawny arms
brave girl

lots of giggles tonight!!

sleep
laundry
caught up

edited all pics
still can't print!

did not leave the house
i love lazy family days

done
10:30!
shopping
shamrock
girls early
sanity restored

for now

schedule catching up to me
patience wearing

many deep breaths

presented
fumbled
shook
sweat

recovered

though only slightly

majorly disappointed

enjoyed class today
i'm a total nerd

number crunching?
hooray!!

fabulous
fiesty
fearless
fun
fancy
fantastic
fastidious
funny
friendly
FOUR!!

sleep
not happening tonight

tomorrow is a big day!
BIG!!

aquarium
aching back
totally worth it

pudgie's!!
cake!!!
ice cream!!!!

friday
class
out early
friends
park
games
drinks

good day

drving home
without my girls
sucks

total loneliness :(

darn class

early morning texting
with mom

craziness
but also pretty neat

getting fit

but
supply dropping

so
pumping twice again
ouch

the bonus of training
7th floor

however, the commute supplements

gorgeous day
lunch outside

run with svu

bye bye bottles

read at target
pretty lame

oh well

third tooth
standing!!

did all 11
felt great

am totally shrinking
11 days!

can't lift my arms
without pain
beautiful
wonderful
purposeful
pain

home
sick miss
or not
holy chatter box
so fun

entire day organizing
but not actually working

still feel productive

holiday
all day in jammies
except when i ran

fabulous!

pudgie's party pack
for lunch
in maryland

oh happy day!!

kids to bed
then crashed in recliner
until midnight!
oops.

i hate day care drop off
always have
always will

productive?
partially

sore?
slightly

tired?
totally

happy?
finally
definitely
yes

i work on the 11th floor
this sucks

for now

awesome run yesterday
outside!

maybe the groundhog was right?
hoping!!

chocolate
this
soda
positive
disconnect
exercise
stairs

60 days
go!!

slept
lots

feel
awesome

january
finally over

am
recharged
ready

yep
sick
bad
so very tired

9 tonight, dammit!!
please?!?!

it's coming
i can feel it

worst timing ever
ugh

playing
cleaning
napping
fun

then?
crabmeat muffins
just for us

done

long day

panic?
anxiety?

not sure
but scary moment

laughing while driving to work

cars
idiots
everywhere

except work

day two
out early
snow is coming
bring it
yay!

training
so much information
so many notes
pages
and
pages

let's talk about me
nah - you're fine
um
okay
thanks

christmas is officially over
boxes have been put away

bummer

fun with a rabbit
and her spouse

and not mine

good morning, family
best starts to my days include them

deadline extended
many many months

think it's karma?
so relieved!

reached out
great advice

need to do that more often!

will the drive return?
do i even want it to?

pajamas
cupcakes
giggles
naps
snuggles
love

happy goodbye to 33

cleaning
napping
partying

maybe tomorrow the tree can come down?

shopped for 4 hours
all by myself
thanks, hubby
woo!!

i surrender
so tired
need help

come back, routine
fast

at work
mind elsewhere
getting stuff done anyway

she's fine!!!

new year
new school
new house rules
love fresh starts