they are better
i am not
out sick
for me

me
kids
fevers
sore throats

what
the
fuck
is
happening??

ran far
ran fast
beating myself up?
maybe

felt good

accepted it
hate it
but it is
she is
done

guilt
make it stop
i'm so sorry
my biggest fear

home all day
tried (everything)
all day
no interest
why??

she last nursed this morning
i don't remember it
crap

i love runing

LOVE!!

if only i had more time...

shopping

lounging

laughing

not napping

driving away :(

see you soon

farmer's market
little italy
naps
lisa's
super cream
9pm bedtime!!

in ny
just us girls
at jenn's
happy
miss him

told boss

working on plan

he'll back me up

phew!

2nd meeting
less awesome
but still awesome
weird without munch!

12 weeks today
it's flying by!!
still kind of unreal

fabulous mother's day
breakfast
walk/park
loooooong shower
breakfast again!

birthday party
saw her in action
scared to have playdate!!

ugliness at work
it's very bad

prettiness at home, though!!

goodbye april
may, please be nice to us!!!
PRETTY PLEASE?!?!?!